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food, although new menu but still awesome to the max.
drinks, still customised by caudio; still having my second drinks but not the third since ming wasnt there to drink and enjoy the food w me! :( nvm
company still awesome to the max.
ahh... i am so so so missing melbourne for some reason. this is bad. not that i am leaving but it somehow feels like i am leaving for a long time... i have so much more that i want to get sorted.. my mind's mindfkg me big time and i don't wish to see happy me getting unhappy. it will then turn everything which is awesome, unawesome. anyways, vic and me have been blasting our music videos. mercy's busy entertaining her cousins while ming sent her beloved off at the airport tonight.. i wanted to go pugg's but seemed like i've got no company who will really go with me. ohwells.
time for bed, camberwell tmr morn. meeting rhoda the lovely new friend i knew from jeanne! together with victoria, we're gonna take the train at abt 8.40am? so this means i need to rest and wake up by 7am. byeeee
wednesday morning along sydney road with rhoda and jeannegrey was awesome! :)) we were happy kids except being a hungry and thirsty one! hahahah anyways, i've been loving freedom and appreciating personal space and freedom. its like an outburst of life. i want to feel refreshed. to be free and to do or say whatever i want. just give me respect, space and some mutual understanding.
i have so many pictures to upload and edit and blog about. but let's just wait while i finish compiling from vic's camera aye! ;) ming's so blessed and i could feel her blissful love even though i don't exactly meet her recently, but hearing her over at the end of the line, u can just say, love is in the air. it is perfect. :)
dawn's away on a roadtrip with her friends, dont know where she out to though, but hope she has fun anyways! :) okiedokies. i think i need to head to bed... xmas pde at 11am man! how to wake up?? uhhhh!
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11/14/2009 04:37:00 AM
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Thursday, November 12, 2009 :]
yay vic yeong is here to escape from the world.
time for mind and soul.
where the mutual respect u've wanted to give?
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11/12/2009 03:59:00 AM
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Monday, November 09, 2009 :]
nothing will ever work out if tolerance levels have maxed out. i am tired of going through all these cycles month after month. tell me, e-business systems should have been an easy subject for me... why am i distracted by all these crap you love to give me after a long day in school? just like u said, i would like u to just stay put in your position and keep quiet. i want quiet time and maybe some muaytai, so huiting can prolly teach me some when we both goes back to spore. i am getting freaked out by internship applications.. no news as yet. :( how to go back spore without a job secured?
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11/09/2009 12:48:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009 :]
wahahhahaa camwhore to the max.
before heading to school i opened my balcony door and felt the chilly wind blowing.
decided to put on my other jacket;
before i even reach elizabeth st, i felt warm and took off one jacket;
then headed to sch with the cardi!
moral of story is:
melbourne weather's so unpredictable;
therefore, it is always harmless to bring
a mini umbrella (which i dont)
extra jacket
or even a shawl.
bumms bumms.
*
went over to his place to celebrate his younger brother's birthday!
it was a simple last min bbq, so i just joined in the celebration;
afterall, its his 21st! =)
pictures:
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11/04/2009 03:24:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009 :]
jeannegrey buzzed me for some camberwell coming sunday.
i agreed but thanks to my usa study exchanged workshops on SAT AND SUN! everything is ruined. and she's heading back on the 13th, how nice can everything be. nvm, i shall bug ming and dawn to go with me. i've been back to caffeine daily and tea and sometimes mc flurry and many stuffs basically. just stuffing madness. i don't know why i am speaking so hmm... rubbishly, but java seemed to have screwed my language proficiency here. java makes you go gaga; not like lady gaga kind but the bonkers kind. suddenly, i miss pugg mahones, and i wish to go there before i head back. piazza51 too... shall check with ming and the masters ladies whether they can make it! =)
mercy's sexy bitch addiction gettin me crazy after i gotta feelin'.... oohh, how i wish i've got superb brains to cramp and memorise the codes and theory if only i've got a guy's brains. hope my modules will score at least a distinction or credit. cos scoring a credit now makes me feel guilty to my daddy. i dont know how to face him if i scored badly for any exams.. he dont really care, but becos of he dont really care, it makes me feel more responsible in securing a gd cert w gd grades and making my whole experience here worthwhile.
the other day to queenvicmarket! (: saw this nice vintage car with this label at the back: "100 years of a drivng passion...." how sweet.
till again - back to revs (hard trance making my leg shake non stop. so bad!),
ciaos
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11/03/2009 11:26:00 PM
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Sunday, November 01, 2009 :]
Wisin & Yandel - Abusadora
randomly i chanced upon this song. haha and it really is not too bad, reggaeton! nicey. and there's also another nice song:
The Police - I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I thought this song is damn familiar. anyways, just look up for it on youtube or something...
studying for java isnt really good. slow revisions as my foundations are weak. practice in labs are usually googling for codes, asking for help, or even just copying and pasting from the tutorial notes online. it isnt effective learning when i don't have a personal interest in this area. such bummers. i have also applied for more intern jobs which were posted on bb. *crosses fingers, hope everything will be fine.
anyways, 2 more papers to go. so i really hope everything will be alright. i think i am confused at times at how vulnerable a human life can be, not in terms of monetary cos those are superficial and ive seen enough around me. it is disappointing how social status, monetary issues could make a person lose a friend or maintain a friendship. all that i've heard, it is still the reason why it is hard to own a friendship worth saying its the best. cos awesome friendships cannot be measured by values...
i wish human nature could be simple minded and dumb at times(*sounds damn wrong) but seriously, why do we have to go through things like that...
if u deemed relationhips are that simple, why do we have so many categories of relationship existing on one planet. take for example, how much possibility can someone take his/her parents as a friend?
some relationships can just die off just like that, regardless of how much you've been through. it is true.. even a stone can wear off anytime and slowly diminish.. that's why you never know what the future beholds..
we should never doubt ourselves, but why do we tend to? alright, just ignore this crap above, just sudden release of nature thinking in the midst of doing laundry and etc.
gg to grab some nice shower n head to work. my exams revisions are so ARGH... mercy's been accompanying me at my place cos she studies better at my place. well she's quite hardworking when it comes to work. so i am rather focused in revisions. just the matter of digesting the information in JAVA! :(
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11/01/2009 05:51:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 :]
check out one of my awesome xmen friend around, miss jeannegrey!!! wahahaha
these are part of our sms convo. but each time i look at it; i cant help but to laugh... firstly, i finished listening to my italian songs then when i "sang" lost in emotions in the sms; jeanne replied w some lyrics which sounded familiar but seemed like a different song.. i took out my mambo songs n replayed lost in emotions; and when mercy came along, i asked, which song these lyrics belong to.... destiny child's emotions..
jeanneee u make me laugh big timeee peacceee**
okie, maybe i shld just find a new nick for her... see how!
i just got 2 pieces same design diff color; then another 3 pieces diff design
okie, enough is enough.
but i haven shopped in melb yet. shit.
oh yes, i might not be able to go back spore as early, due to inteviews by the job applications! ahhh sucks man seriously.
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10/28/2009 11:30:00 PM
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since there are too many pictures to blog like scottys bday, matty's bday, beer at barks cafe w ben, thomson w baby sarah, all the "i gotta feeling night" with chow n jeffoo... etc.. i shall just post up some pictures taken in the car with granny and anthony before my muddymurphys party!! damn random but my granny looks damn cute...
here we go
ciaosdarlings
i.t. governance crackin my brains~
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10/28/2009 01:41:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 :]
hello everybody, it has been almost one week since i turned 21 last thursday! wee..., as much as i wish to blog about the joyous occasion, i really haven got the time and my own lappy w picasa to edit n blog! so... i guess, it will be a super delayed birthday entry! so pardon me for now ...
say hi to mr handy tablet pc!
byee!
back to revisions!
*maybe i will try blogging tmr in sch? see how...
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10/27/2009 10:37:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 :]
The reason why people put MAYBE ATTENDING is because they do not how to say I am not comfortable, and I cannot make it. :( how true... after a friend mentioned the reality of "maybe attending", I was like.. bummmmsss..
that aside, it have been rather hectic these days with planning and sourcing. i've got most of the things i wanted and i am really happy and contented with whatever i have gotten. the event wasnt supposed to be a very classy or atas event but somewhere i could truly drown in laughters and catching. it is probably one of the best time for any of my long time no see friends to come along and say hello, how have you been? i will be damn happy. i am willing to sit down stand around and just chill w you.
the fact about most birthdays i've had are rather simple ones. i dont exactly celebrate them which make it a little boring but full of blessings from all my friends around the world. the fact that people bothered to just drop a happy birthday message make everything feels so awesome.
I haven got to sit down and read my article as I still have so much to do. I have also received a few of my 21st birthday presents and I am still loving every pieces. If only I got my scrapbook materials and packed them into my luggage that day, I could have decorated my guestbook beforehand. *so upsetting.
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my night ended like this... mos burger with my fav rice burger. yumss..
i hope tomorrow will be good. the only live band they could provide is local and someone i dont even know whom.. so there goes the live band plans. so please entertain urself with the drinks and pictures and the atmosphere tmr okayy? FOR ALL SMOKERS, hahahaha this is so funny but i requested the barn door to be open so there are 3 smoking tables outside the indoor section. feel free to lepak in that area yea? =)
YAY, LAST BUT NOT LEAST, TONIGHT's gonna be a good night! =)
Thank you my lovely friends who have been making everything possible.. You know who you are.
Love,
Nica
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10/21/2009 03:02:00 AM
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 :]
wooo ahhh eee
school for 3 consecutive week 7 days a week.
just left school about 9pm. ahhh
your friends here is flying back tmr tmr tmr! :D
what is full power? turn on my turbo for no sleep tonight? and delay my sleep till on the flight? or what?! damn i am feeling so flustered.. there are so much to do in less than 24 hours left. should i call david my BA proj partner over to do the report? should i just do whatever java i can then work on BA? should i pack then java then BA? omg. JAVA demo is at 10.30 in lab. before that, theres exam review at 9.30am. after labs, i will be done at 12.30pm.
THINGS TO DO:
1. Buy Walnuts for Aunt Jenny.
2. Buy Pokerchips for Jeffoo. (but got so many kinds leh..)
3. Buy more clothes as options for my birthday.
4. Buy more open heels.
5. GIVE MY ALMIGHTY energy from tonight till friday 11.59pm(AU TIME).
6. Settle apartment rental on 16th.
7. STAY home and do work on FRIDAY.
8. Confirm with MuddyMurphys.
9. everything else man.
10. I have not arranged any dates with any friends; so i reckon this trip back will be another set of impromptu outings..
back to settling bills.
bye. (might come back ltr!)
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10/14/2009 10:10:00 PM
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Sunday, October 11, 2009 :]
i am awfully tired.
caffeine overdose again!
i need time, saviour and angel.
maybe plus another fair god mother to do magic for me.
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10/11/2009 03:37:00 AM
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Friday, October 09, 2009 :]
Kate Monster:
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
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10/09/2009 02:38:00 AM
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009 :]
hello diary,
i am feeling vexed, confused, stressed... yet again.
just wanted to take some time off from analysis report, so here i am. shall blog about that night when i hung out with aloy's friends who happened to be mercy's friends haha. so we hung out at st kilda's one night and headed to an impromptu drinking session at workshop. it was mercy's first alcoholic drink in melbourne. gio and abel were so funny when they started talking about career and education overseas. here are some pictures we took! :)
all koped from gio:
at st kilda's; after dinner... we were facing the sea, chatting, having beer and tea.
@ workshop!
shadiesss
group pictures! :)
Mercy "drinking jug of beer"
the damn crazy boys who are in love with each other!
they speak aloysius's lang.
At this point of time, benzai just showed me another youtube link which led to an awesome lovely song. it kinda depicts how i feel inside out. to all my lovely groupmates and my discipline master(in my head), i am sorry for not being motivated. i am too distracted and lost in emotions. i will strive to work towards my goal.
xx,
nica
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10/07/2009 11:40:00 PM
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Monday, October 05, 2009 :]
4th Oct 09
Happy birthday Alvin Lim and Alvin Soo.
Sunday spent in school, then to muleta's to have asahi with bless n dawn. bummers. everyone had so much sleep except for poor me. :(
today, i wish to feel like this:
sitting around chilling back.
maybe a lil break from my full days of sch work to drown in tea and cupcakes on degrave will be so so good. on the other hand, i had picnic over the weekends on Saturday with my uni friends. Unfortunately for me, I had to skip my afternoon classes as I was not informed of changes in schedules for the USA study workshops. Sunday was another full day if u've been following fb status.
isnt it nice to sit down in the middle of a park,garden under some half shady and sunny spot...? just to catch up with some friends and lie and bask. since no one in aussieland will stare at you. this was at oppt arts centre. i love such city get-aways. somewhere you can just relax and not worry.
the two workshop days have been rather promising and enriching. i've learnt quite abit on globalisation. believe it or not, my research paper topic has an option on DISNEY! woohoo. oh I also need to find some nice groupmates to work with for my group assignment and ppt due in March 2010. by then, I might have already started looking for a job. bless me yea.
check out my awesome eyebags and dark eye circles with make up on alrdy! the first and second picture difference lies within the retouching of my eyebags. drastic. making my eyes looking tiny puny.
okay, no more 18yr old life man.
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10/05/2009 12:59:00 AM
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Friday, October 02, 2009 :]
Workshop on Saturday and Sunday mornings for the USA Study Exchange. :(
Got to get my ass up about 7am, head to school by 9am for enrolment, then 9.30 lecture. Sunday, 9.30 onwards lecture. ouh!
How to make it for Mich and Mel part two tonight @ eve again... Gosh! Will have to figure how to make better decisions and plans in future. Then, there is a mini sch friends gathering in the afternoon which I have yet finalised as no one wish to organise...(at least a few responded!)
Things to make sure I get over and done with:
1. Tenant's name transfer
2. Find an Australian Internship job
3. Finalise and book my birthday location
4. USA Itinerary
5. Assignments
6. Revisions
7. Plan my return schedule for Oct
8. every other things in the world
ohh btw, Sunday's daylight saving RETURN date. Damn so I've got to wake up an hour earlier! :( Alright, this makes the difference in time to 3 hours ahead of Singapore.
going to meet Jeanne and Mercy now!
till laters.
ps: The promenade party was so fabulous! haha so many drinking sessions all held within that classy washroom!!
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10/02/2009 03:37:00 PM
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Thursday, October 01, 2009 :]
When I saw you standing there
I about fell off my chair
When you moved your mouth to speak
I felt the blood go to my feet
Now it took time for me to know
What you tried so not to show
Something in my soul just cried
I see the want in your blue eyes
Chorus :
Baby, I'd love you to want me
The way that I want you
The way that it should be
Baby, you'd love me to want you
The way that I want to
If you'd only let it be
You told yourself years ago
You'd never let your feelings show
The obligation that you made
For the title that they gave
Repeat chorus
Repeat verse 2
Repeat chorus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQp7JTgEdrs
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10/01/2009 05:00:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 :]
today's fb horoscope thingie, so true.
today i sent out invites.
today i called my daddy.
today i went shopping for office skirts for tmr.
today i spent a bomb.
today i had beer.
today i had maxbrenner.
today i am confused.
today i had fun.
today i saw the line drawn and decided that it isnt my fault.
tmr i hope, will be a better day.
i so sincerely wish to blog more; but i am not staying in enough! ahhhh
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9/29/2009 11:02:00 PM
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Saturday, September 19, 2009 :]
sniff sniff ** a pity i am sick and having sorethroat, thus i cant eat ming's yummy cookies! next time i must try them out when she makes them again! hee... gonna go royal melbourne show; unfortunately cant make it ytd to go w ming n her fren and thus, i might just go with mich and all on tues? or err... maybe a later date!
gonna pick chow up and send him off to the airport! tt guy got into ocs and he is dreading the coming 3 weeks confinement... lol i guess, he just loves melbourne as much as i do cos he might be coming over to study! woohooo more friends! =)
i wish my sickness can go away, and i love chilling with my mates. i dont know if its the melbourne aussie thing that influenced me; but i am starting to chill and drink with my friends more often than usual. it takes effort to make a friendship work, just for some tea, coffee or alcohol. becos we love it, jo and me psycho mich to go to workshop together! we had beer, bourbon coke, champagne.... suddenly we decided to go eve! and thankfully damien, helped us got in without queueing! okay, last night was damn shocking cos only 3 of us went to eve.
i just feel like letting my hair down.
i am slowly feeling the heat.
gotta run, chow is waiting! oopsy
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9/19/2009 03:29:00 PM
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Friday, September 18, 2009 :]
the way it should be. ... ... ... ... it took time for me to know. when you try so not to show. there's something in my soul just cry. ... ... ... ...
ps: JEFFOO how's weather in spore man!? haha think you've just arrived safely in Singapore Changi, and i hope you enjoyed your stay in melbourne. love, nica.
